Wednesday, December 07, 2005

In between


I find myself in between two emotions right now. Happy and sad. I am happy in regards to the past six days,sad because those six days are over, happy that things are progressing but sad because it seems so far away. The fluctuation is very overwhelming to me, happy/elated/sad and low going in cycles about every 20-30 minutes. I suppose things will be OK in a few days as the house returns to our normal state of affairs but until then, I will be in between, in flux, laughing and crying at the same time counting down the days until my family is together again. I think the people I work with want to give me some Zoloft and make me a bubbly, happy face today!

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