Colorful

My passion comes in many colors, last night I danced for the first time in months. I love to dance and often I am so focused on the pain and anguish it caused me that I forget how good it feels. Passion would not be attainable without the fury of pain, violence and anguish. I accept the pain, the violence and the anguish which is just considering the pleasure and fulfillment the passion provides. I feel like it has been lost for a bit, it clears my minds, and allows the release of all the stress I have been feeling. A collision full of color. Collisions the force and the impact, it pushes right through every bit of me. I embrace it and accept it, grip it and hold it, bask in the color and the sounds the movement makes. Right there, and then pull back just a bit to allow the bliss to be extended, pain and pleasure, passion. Crashing headlong into letting it go....




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Ummmm, I am being pulled in lots of directions lately, work, skating, vacations...everything seems busy but I am feeling a bit anxious as well. So here is the run down on things going on....

Went to my first photo shoot with a bunch of lovely ladies, you can check out the pictures here:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/82185826@N00/

Had a lovely BBQ/swim party for Fourth of July, a little damp but still good friends, good food and a pool.

Planning on my trip to CO in a few weeks so i can pretend to be a mountain girl.

Going to Coney Island on Sat with some friends.

So some fun stuff happening as well as the derby bouts, V Fest, and other fun skating events.... Yay!!!

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