Pondering

I wonder, ponder, reflect
reflect and ponder some more
thinking, thinking, thinking.......
too much.
obsessing a little
working it out of my system
trying not to think bad thoughts
There is a song by X
I must not think bad thoughts.*
I should listen to that song. It helps me to not think bad thoughts.
Just typing it makes me feel better. See I am not thinking bad thoughts because I must not think bad thoughts.
Better thoughts, need to stop thinking, maybe that will help.
Then the bad thought comes back because most people suck.
Maybe......
I am going to go outside and not think bad thoughts but ponder on some happy ones because you leave me breathless**

Puuuurrrrrr
XXX

*the facts we hate well never meet walking down the road everybody yelling "hurry up, hurry up!" but im waiting for you i must go slow i must not think bad thoughts when is this world coming too both sides are right but both sides murdered i give up why cant they i must not think bad thoughts the civil wars and the uncivilized wars conflagrations leap out of every poor furnace the food cooks poorly and everyone goes hungry from then on its dog eat dog dog eat body & body eat dog i cant go down there i cant understand it im a no good coward & an american too a north american that is not a south of a central or a native american oh i must not think bad thoughts im guilty of murder of innocent men innocent women innocent children thousands of them my planes my guns my money my soul my blood on my hands its all my fault i must not think bad thoughts i must not think bad thoughtsthe facts we hate youll never hear us i hear the radio its finally gonna play new music you know the british invasion but what about the minutemen fleasheaters doa big boys and the black flag were the last american bands to get played on the radio please bring the flag? please bring the flag! glitter-disco-synthesizer night school all the noble savage drum drum drum astronauts go back in time to hang out with the cave people its about time its about space its about some people in the strangest places woody guthrie sang about b-e-e-t-s not b-e-a-t-s i must not think bad thoughts i must not think bad thoughts the facts we hate


**now if you love me please don't tease if i can hold well then let me squeeze my heart goes round & round my love comes tumblin down you leave me ahhhh breathless ahhhh well i shake all over and you know why im sure its love honey it aint no lie cause when you call my name i know i burn like a wooden flame you leave me so breathless ahhhh oooohhhhhh baby your driving me crazy your much too much i can not love you enough its alright hold me tight when you love me love me right come on baby now don't be shy this love was meant for you and i wind rain sleet of snow im gonna getcha wherever you go you leave me so breathless ahhhh ooohhh baby your driving me crazy your much too much i cannot love you enough its alright hold me tight when you love me love me right come on baby now don't be shy this love was meant for you and i wind rain sleet or snow i'm gonna getcha wherever you go you have left me so breathless ahhhh
Breathless-X