Neurological

residual signaling
or are you looking for something inside of me
something you lost, or maybe it was something I lost
I am not sure if it was quite lost or just pushed away
to cope
you are there, I know in dusty corners, waiting...
Can you hear me when my brain screams out trying
to find you, recapture what was lost, not knowing where
it hides, drifting out briefly to touch, a bit here
some there
like fingertips lingering, brushing and caressing
mechanisms of neuronal synaptic communication
into gray matter incorrectly
when will someone
focus
on various aspects of my brain's chemicals,
molecules, or cells
and fix it so I can clean out all the dusty bits
because I also dislike dusty corners