Behind her blue eyes
are the chemicals and receptors
that make her
Make her lost at times

Lost, so much lost,
forgotten behind those blue eyes
making her chemicals and receptors
work overtime

Working so hard to recall
everywhere she has been
what is hers or others
the crimes committed
as much against others as herself
those blue eyes

Looking in the mirror
going under
trying to recall from the bits and pieces
Now they come in her sleep

Waking drenched and crazy nightmares
are they real
or just chemicals and receptors
working against her

Nightmares, horrible, hers scars are more
prominent, in pictures
is it because she is remembering
behind those blue eyes